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Addiction to Sobriety
Addiction to sobriety. Personally I feel I become addicted to many things, not just alcohol do you? Is it addiction or if it is more of an obsession? Whenever I begin a new phase in my life I have to go all out. Like ‘the gym’ A new program lets say, I become consumed by it. Thinking of when I can get my next session in to developing a stronger lift as soon as I can. Then there are work ideas, I get lots, some good, some not so good. However as soon as I have these ideas I cannot seem to let go unless I realise it is impossible.…
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Alcohol – Do I Really Have a Problem?
It’s been a few days since I have written anything, don’t worry, I am still soberI am on Day 47 and feeling strong. Do I Really Have a Problem with Alcohol? Reading Helps I am at the beginning of a new book that I have had to renew 2 times already. So thought it best to make a start and I’m happy I have. The book is “How to Murder Your Own Life” It’s pretty nitty gritty from the start. It has hooked me in so yes I would recommend it if you have a problem with alcohol. Keep in mind the beginning is not a book for the faint-hearted.…
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Food and Sobriety?
In my opinion, food can certainly help with sobriety! Why? You see not only have I become health conscious over alcohol. I have always been very mindful of what I eat. Mostly in my younger years, it was down to weight loss. I had an irrational fear of my husband not fancying me. As well as believing that others may think that I “had let myself go” if I didn’t look my best. Weight loss woes I, like many of you, struggled with yo-yo weight and it seemed I was constantly on a diet. That is until I discovered the real reason around 5 years ago not looking my best.…
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Sobriety – Different This Time
As in the previous post, I talked about pressures from family and friends. Social and home life all add to my not being able to stop drinking. But this time although still very new in my sobriety, I feel different this time. Just One Won’t Hurt Time has passed since I have let “the wine witch” (This Naked Mind – Annie Grace) get in my head. Wine witch, what do you mean? I let myself rationalise why I would be ok to drink. Telling myself, it will be just one or two, it won’t hurt. Or in social situations, I convince myself that I would be spoiling things for others…