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Sobriety Is My New Normal
Others need to accept it too It has become apparent to me this last few days that my sobriety may still not be taken seriously. can you believe it?! Starting this holiday on a high with strong feelings of not wanting to drink, this is now niggling me a little. Desperately trying to rise above what people think is a constant drama in my own head that nobody else sees. So I am back again, writing this down to try and make sense of it all. Am I over reacting? Imagining that the party I am with are in denial that I won’t drink again. No. I am not, my…
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Sober Holiday -Getting Ready
I’m back already, wanting to tail end my last post before my thoughts fled. Getting ready for this sober holiday is what I’m going to try and share. You all know by now that my last drink was at the end of my last holiday to India. 86 days to be exact. It was after this trip the realisation of how I was viewing things was all wrong. Blaming myself for other peoples thoughts and feeling was not on me. Feeling guilt is something I mention a few times. It was quite a substantial part of my drinking. Applying rules only to brake them would certainly bring the guilt on…
